Miss u!

yea..i really do miss u so much..I miss all the moments wif u..

I miss everything bout u..

However,i wont come back to u..It such a hard decision to make..but this is the best for us..

nothing could fix all the mistakes that we had made..for the first year..u were the greatest guy that i ever met..i fell in love with u..i gave u all my heart...i loved u like crazy..i wish i could spend my whole life with u..

but it was only just a dream...i believe that we are not meant to be together..maybe i'm not good enough for u..or the other way around..

Ape2 pn..i will always pray for ur best dear..=)

i hope u will find someone that can make u to be a better person..i know u're a nice guy..and maybe u dont mean to act this way..kn2..=)..

ok lah..that's all from me..thanks for reading this..<3

F.R.I.E.N.D

i'm so sorry dear..i dont know how to be a good friend..i was ignoring u..but i miss u so much..thanks for helping me..and i was so ungrateful with what i have..now..i lose u..='(..
maybe sume ni ade hikmah die..i wont hurt u anymore..i wont disturb ur life..n ak xkn bg masalah kt ko..thanks again..i always love u..and i'll never forget everything that we've shared..i'll go away from u guys..dont worry k..lps ni..xde sape akan bebankan korg da..tau..ak cian tgk korg kne tggu ape yg ak wat..lps ni..ble ak da bla dr life korg..korg jage diri korg elok2..n jgn la gado2..sbb u guys need each other...THANKS GUYS!i've learned a lot of things from u..good bye guys..=')..i always pray for u...<3

TERIMA KASIH!

i've been through quite hard time for past few days..hmm..a bit frustrated bout it..i dont think it was my fault..ntah la..maybe it was..tapi ak yg x sedar..hmm..let it be..is it my fault when people want to share their probs wif me?i never force them!dieorg rela hati nk cite kt ak..aku x phm btol la..i didnt mean to pry...tny pn x bley?..hmm..pape pn..i've learned something from this..dont mess up with mummy's boy or daddy's girl..susah nanti..ye..=)heheh..sape yg bace tu..jgn terase sgt la ye..ni umum...ak x pointed kt sape2 pn..ok..ak trime sbagai pengalaman r..kn..thanks for doing this..wish u guys happy la..my pray is always wif u guys..u guys deserve to be happy..and now..ak back off la kn..nk wat ape lg...hehe..ok sume!thanks for reading this<3

i'm trying to make an improvement =)

That are the two things that i SHOULD do now..

yea..people make mistakes..and i supposed to accept that fact..

yeah..let's start over again!<3

emo + jiwang

wey makhluk..ckp sng r wey..air liur je kuar...korg x rase..korg x kn tau cmne..da cukop bgus da aku setia ngn org tu..n da cukop bgus da minah tu setia ngn si dia...xyah nk ckp byk sgt la kn...konon cm kiteorg xde hati and prasaan..bnde ape nye...lepas sume k'bnaran da t'bongkar..still!ak stick ngn korg..ape lg?x cukop ke...nk buat cm nothing happen mmg x boleh ah..nk tipu diri sniri?nk buat ati lg sakit ade r..xyah r nk tuduh org curang ke ape..sbb ak x buat cmtu..and x kn buat cmtu...aku bkn jenis tu...aku da syg kt die..means..die je la kt ati aku..ak x nk bukak untuk org lain...susah nk telan sume ni..n die plak sikit pn x tlg ak nk lupekan bnde ni kejap..ape jadahnye sume ni?lantak pi r aku nk buat perangai ape pn...padan r ngn ape ko buat kn?u deserve that la wey...mmg ko lyn aku baik....terime kasih r byk2...ak cube lupekan..ak cube maafkan korg...aku pn x sure sampai bile..tp aku akan stick ngn die..slagi aku mampu...ni sume sbb cinte ak kt ko wahai makhluk tuhan..

suka bangat!

hello sume..=)
seperti yg korg tau..aku mmg suke gile tgk cite2 indonesia..(tu pn klu korg bace profile ak..=P)..now..cite yg tgh ade kt astro ria ialah...KEJORA DAN BINTANG...aku bkn nk tgk sgt cite tu..tp disebabkan salah seorg pelakon die tu..mmg aku minat gile..aku tgk je la kn..heheh..sbnrnye...something had happened to me yg menyebabkan aku tringat sume kisah tu bile ak tgk pelakon ni..korg jgn salah phm lak..aku ulang ye nk bg korg phm ckit..muke pelakon tu mengingat kn aku kt org tu...tp xpe..ha..korg penah tgk upik abu dan laura?haaaa...cite tu la yg m'buatkan aku minat gile mamat pelakon yg cute ni..hehehe..klu korg nk tau sape..cari sniri..=)..in my point of view..chewah!hahah..cite indonesia ni mmg menyakitkan ati..rase da naik darah tinggi aku...tapi..once kte da tgk..msti nk tgk lg..aku pn x phm nape mcm tu..contohnye,..cite alisa..x penah ade nawaitu pn nk tgk..then,cite cinta kirana pn cmtu gak..ak juz tgk few episodes je..tibe2 rase addicted..then esk nye aku tgk lg..mmm..pelik2...and kebanyakkan cite2 tu...ending die msti lebih kurang je..and ade je scene2 langgar keta...rebut harte..org kaye tindas org miskin..byk la lg..xkn nk sebut sume kn...heheehhe..ok lah..x larat nk ngomel da..thanks for reading this..<3

no judging..please...

OMG!aku ingat ke aku sorg je yg lalui bnde ni..harap la sume ni bkn lakonan semate-mate..poor us..having special boyfriends..but we never met!that was the craziest decision that i ever made!she has her boyfie's pictures..better than me..i have none!hmmm...to that girl..and of course to myself too...just be strong...God will help us!believe in God..and always remember that everything happen is for a reason..it might be good for us...or a lesson to learn..Just leave everything to God..He knows what's the best for us..guys..i know it's crazy...no judging please..i was making this decision when i was 15..but..i wont regret that...i take it as an experience of life..where i can share it with my children in future...so,they cant say 'mom..it's some kind of feeling...u wont understand!' <3..heheh..MAKTEH aku ckp.."syg org biar berpada-pada..kita kena syg diri kita jgak.."...heheh..thanks makteh..ni pn sbb FARAH AZEMI yg ingat kn..hehehe...<3 farah...
sorry ye i letak name u kt cni..heheh..jgn marah...=P..ok guys...thanks for reading this..<3

girl......

When a girl cries,it doesnt mean she's weak...it is because the tears could make her feel better..Girls,we are so precious..dont ever let anything harm u or let u down..and never give the chance for irresponsible boys to take advantages on u..and never believe the sweet talkers cuz they're not that sweet..we must love ourselves..we are not as weak as they thought..U GO GIRLS!!<3..

Sad love story..

Hello sume...kali ni..aku nk cite pasal love life aku...hmmm...agak menyedihkan bg aku..and of course in every relationship tu kite mestilah nk kekal an..like kite da lame dgn org tu..n kite rase die terbaik untuk kite..tapi hakikatnye..kite x tau sama ada dia mmg utk kite selamenye atau sementare je..kepada yg geli nk bace bnde jiwang2 ni..cukup lah sampai cni korg bace ye..nanti temuntah ke ape..satu hal plak nk mop lantai tu..heheeh..ni persoalannye skrg..

so..what do u think,guys?n mmg x dinafikan yg kdg2 tu kebenaran mmg menyakitkan..nk x nk kte kene la blaja terime kenyataan..Kepada org yg baru broke up ngn lover korg..jgn la sedih2..blaja la untuk move on..dan ternyata die bkn jodoh kite..mmg la sng nk ckp kn..aku pn x tentu lg ape nasib relationship aku lps ni..pape pn...aku masih menunggu kebenarannya...n aku berharap aku boleh trime sume ni dgn redha n aku boleh move on ngn jalan aku sniri..i'm not leaving u..aku juz nk die tell the truth..2 years bkn  nye kejap..lame kot..so..aku rase aku still boleh nk dgr sume explanation die..jgn la takot nk berterus-terang..sepatutnye kite built up relationship ni dgn kejujuran..tp malangnye..msing2 ego dan x nk ngaku..tu la masalah nye..aku xsalahkan die sume..there were some part yg mmg salah aku..n aku hargai sgt sume kasih syg yg die bg kt aku...tp..sejak kebenaran tu terbongkar..aku rase cm we're getting far..aku rase jauh sgt dari die...aku sedih sgt2 dgn situasi ni..ape yg utame skrg ni..aku kene saba..tu je la kot...

honey,if u read this..

i'm sure u know what u have to do...i'm waiting 4 u to fix it..

tp i tau yg u xkn pnah bace ni..

ok guys!thanks for reading this...walaupun cm ntah pape..tp..biar la kn..da name pn blog aku..hehehh..<3

My boyfie.....

 Tapi dalam mimpi je la kot..heheh..aku minat die ni...muke die boleh tahan kan..heheheh..aku rase gamba ni time cite camp rock yang first tu. <3..hehehe

lg gamba die..hehehe...
aku x penah tau die ni or band die sblm bi..then,after aku kenal someone..die ckp die minat band ni..aku tgk r..cm not bad an..so,aku terus dgr lagu2 die..mmg best..walaupun x sume yg best..hehehe..Joe,i pinjim pic ni tau..i nk letak kt blog i..hehehehe..nk berangan jap =P..

Life after school!

Hye sume...this time..aku nk cte pasal life aku..aku br abeh spm..now,tgh tggu result kuar...kebosanan telah melanda diriku..hehe..ye la..dok umah..nk buat ape lg kn..klu nk kuar pn..parent aku bkn jenis biar anak2 die kuar camtu..tp aku x kesah pn..sebab btol ape yg dieorg buat tu..klu dieorg x buat cmtu,ntah ape jadi kt aku skrg..so..thanks for mum and dad for being so strict in certain aspect..<3.
So..ak pilih untuk berkerja ngn kwn mak aku..and so far,everything's great..x saba nk tggu first gaji!yela kn..slame ni dok mintak kt mak bapak..skrg ni..biar aku sniri rase susah nk cari duit tu..so..xde la nk boros sgt lepas ni KOT!hehehe...aku suke sgt shopping...at least aku ade effort nk cari duit sniri drpd mintak kt parent aku..kn3?heheh..aku sgt2 merindui sekolah aku...betul kate org..zaman sekolah tu mmg yg terbaik..tapi aku xtau la kn..sbb aku pn baru idop 18 taun..xde la byk mane experience tu..tp,kepada adik2 yg bace blog aku ni...hargailah time skolah korg..cuz u gonna miss that moments..moment korg ngn kwn2 la yg pling ketare skali..mmg gile2 r...gile pn x best mcm tu..hahahah..tp..ade gak rase lege da abeh skolah..x yah nk ngadap buku da..tp x lame..sume nye akan berakhir bile masuk U nanti..huhu..so skrg ni,rehat la puas2 sbb lps ni nk kne struggle balik..haaai...tu lah..cari ilmu biang sampai ke liang lahat..betul la tu..=)..
ok lah..buat mase ni..ini saje dari saye..thanks for wasting ur time reading this <3..

Hye guys!

Ok..this is my first time doing this.So,let me introduce myself. Nama aku Thila. cukop la korg tau name pendek aku =). i think this is the right place  to express myself..Kepada para pembace,klu korg nk bg komen ke..cadangan or pendapat...be my pleasure k...i really dont mind..tp klu nk kutok tu..tapis2 la ckit ek..kang bedarah mate aku nk bace kutukan korg tu..hahaha..itu sahaja dari saya..thanks for spending ur time reading this..<3